Why? Weak People or Time

You see, I’m the kind of person who believes in things, eternal things like family, like your will. And once in a while if you fall in love then the eternity of that relationship. I am the kind who would wait for 90 years for one person. And I have known people who have done so many things. Some good some bad. I remember a cousin of mine who had committed suicide. Back then I was in middle school, didn’t knew why.

Recently someone told me it was a girl. He was living in Pune back then, he had fallen in love with a girl at her workplace. She left town for two weeks, when she came back she was married. This cousin of mine, couldn’t take it. He died.

I remember Golu bhaiya, another eternal sunshine guy. I had met him in Lakhisarai. He was cousin of one of my friends. When I was in 12th I got to know, he had hanged himself. No one knew why. People still don’t know.

I mean there are things in this world which can play with your psyche so much that it can drive you to end yourself. The survivor of Savanah who hunted and killed beasts for a living can’t even find one reason to be alive. How does that happen. How does your mind plays against yourself and makes you do such nasty things. I want to know about one another animal that commits suicide.

Anyways, I was talking about the eternity of love. How ..?

Aaaah now I’m bored with myself. It’s like i know all the answer. People are shit and shit people do shitty things to other shitty people. Full stop,

Stop writing all this bullshit. Go to sleep and fuck yourself.

Don’t die but, thats toxic