19th August 2023 2:50AM
Some kinds of flies (maybe locusts) are flying outside in a great number. I remember one day when you came to NC to meet me, we spent some time together. You wanted to go back but I held you for too long, and when we left there were all these flies everywhere. Your tropophobia was […]
19th August 19, 2023 7:15PM
I know I restricted you, maybe not explicitly but I know I did. I showed you my disappointment in certain of your actions which was enough for you to consider that as your restriction. I didn’t manipulate you, all I told you was that I had boundaries and you had to chose whether to respect [&helli
24th August 2023
I love you god damit. How will you understand. Do I need to die or something. I wish I could just vanish. Leave this college start a life somewhere else, away from your shadow. Date whoever you like, fuck whoever you like. I don’t give a fuck. You are a whore, you always were. I […]
25th August, 2023 6AM
What a bad day. Full of tears and anger. I wish I could change everything. She has actually moved on. There is not an iota of love left. Its all fear and disgust I need to accept this now She is far gone This Amit must die to let the other Amit take over
26th August 26, 2023 5:40AM
Its not even been 24hrs since zero contact. And I feel, I should call her, if nothing else then just to say sorry. In love I became a chutiya. I did things that compromised my self respect. I shouldn’t have done that. From the conversation last night it is clear that she is in distress […]
