Microdosing not my cup of tea: Day 2

It felt good, but also horrible. I would be nauseated all the day. And stomach was upset too. I think I’m drinking too much, maybe I should lower the alcohol dose. So I’m gonna try that.

Other than that, everything seems perfect. I am more energetic and enthusiastic about almost everything. Didn’t missed a class. Actively participated. Even jot down three really great business ideas, that I might work on later. This is actually good. At least no anxiety and all.

I just hope the withdrawal after the experiment is not too bad. Cause I did a smoking experiment once and I am still smoking to this day. Anyways about that later. Lot of things contributed to me not quitting. But this is different, no social strings attached.

Anyways, All I hope for is that she is happy. Because I am happy right now, and I like being happy. And i wish the same happiness for her. Not this alcohol induced one, but the actual one. I hope he is treating her right. If I ever came to know he is being even a bit funny with her. I swear to got I will break his spine and melt his face.